You Can't Always Get What You Want!

 

By S.H. Freelance

I'm 25 and I play video games for a living. I actually review them fora few magazines you may have heard of, but most likely not. I live in L.A.,work nine-to-five during the week, and go out for drinks on the weekend. I have many acquaintances, but few friends. I don't have a political affiliation and I don't vote. Like many of my peers, I shun the hypocrisy and avarice of politics and those in office. I'm the guy listening to my MP3 player on the subway or playing with my handspring in the park. I am a self-proclaimed advocate of the Internet Generation.

On occasion, I recall anticipating that "big thing" that would happen in mylifetime. Many a quiet hour was spent in the darkness before morning, lying awake and musing about what it could be. Though my grandfather has since passed away, I recall listening to his stories of The Great War, the fall of the stock market and the inevitable depression that followed, as well as World War II and Hitler's occupation of Europe. My parents had the sixties and the wonderful liberation and counter-culture movement of which the club kids of my era are only yippy-lites. Of course, they also lived through Korea and The Vietnam War - arguably one of the toughest tests of the American collective we had ever faced, or so they tell me. And the disembodied imprint of every other major event that followed appears in my mind's eye as an Oliver Stone film, a History Channel special or a lonely monument I once visited on a grade school field trip.

And now this. This cataclysmic event that I can barely bring myself to put into words let alone commit to paper. The moment that I've been secretly yearning to give existence to my generation, a meaning, a sense of purpose, a national goal. Our "big thing" has finally come, and I want it taken back I want it all taken back.

-- 09.12.01
shfreelance@pacbell.net
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